I have issues with Sports related things!

I really, reallyreallyreallyreally don't think I should try out for volleyball. I made the mistake of bringing it up to Chris, who brought it up tonight at Daniel's house to Adam and Daniel. This of course was after Daniel and Chris bashed volleyball players they know for about 20 minutes.

"Yeah that guy grant shouldn't have made the team he sticks his arms out when he goes for a spike" or something about this guy whose really good but has shitty passing techniques, or the guy who is a bad setter. The list goes on. And I was sitting there, horrified that they were being so judgemental because I want to tryout simply for the sake of knowing that I gave it a shot. Even though, I know that I haven't been playing volleyball for three years like alot of these kids. Also, if by some weird chance of nature I had made the team, if Chris ever saw me play I would get ripped to shreds.

So after their long talk about people failing at volleyball, their techniques or even that they get around to court to slow I announced I wasn't trying out and right away Chris goes "I think you should" and Daniel was basically ordering me too. And Adam just sat there saying "Do it"

So thats great, because not only do I have a boyfriend who kicks ass at sports and is on a Senior fucking team as he enters grade 10 at a new school, I also have to face a whole bunch of girls who have been doing this for a long time when my main objective was to have fun. Chris said to me "Well its kind of a joke for you" I felt SUPER bad because all I want to do is have fun and play some volleyball because P.S. I love volleyball so much Im just not that skilled although its a wicked fun game.

If I happen to make it it will be a bonus because then I won't have to say "Yeah, OBVIOUSLY, I didn't make it" That would be embaressing...

But because of my new time schedule and my body clock I am exhausted and its midnight so I'm going to tata off to bed.

TEE TEE WHY EL HOMEZ