MY FRIENDS ARE LOVE.

Lol I was reading my past blogs today, and I had a good laugh. I sound like such a downer, a permanant negative person. I'm really not. Usually when I blog, it's when my emotions are feeling rather extreme. Like anger, which seems to be showing up more often. (not that I'm always angry, because I'm really not) I'm waiting for the day when people do actually start reading my entries, and see what I'm writing about them. Because I think Chris might kinda be like oh...because I never mentioned the bajillion things I love about him, I never blog about how sweet Caroline is or how understanding Rebecca can be. The good things severely outweigh the bad in all of my friends, and there is so much good in them it wouldn't fit in one blog. So this blog is dedicated to explaining alot of important people in my life, because rarely do I ever mention the good.

Well for one, Rebecca has been my close friend since grade seven. She's always been super supportive of me, and she's the only one that doesn't yell or judge me when I do something I shouldn't have. She's very understanding that way. She is good at listening when shes in the mood, and it's good to tell her things knowing that I have her full attention. Most of the time... ;)

With Caroline I have massive bursts of love for her alot of the time. Sometimes it's massive bursts of frusteration, but not as much as the love. She calls me sweetie when i'm sad, she's worried about my well being and calls me if something goes wrong. And she confides in me, and tells me she loves me. She can be very motherly. She makes the best pancakes too.

And Chris is just amazing. I could leave it at that, but I won't. First he is one of like three people that can actually calm me down. He rubs my back, tells me things that make me calm down and see what I'm doing in a clearer way. He's really supportive, and If I'm excited about something hes excited about it. He fully listens to me, even if hes extremely bored with what I'm saying, he acts like hes paying attention anyways. He's one of my best friends, I just have alot to tell him and he is a bottomless pit of listening. When I'm worried about things he smiles and tries his best to reassure me.

Lisa and I just became good friends the last-ish week of summer. We'd casually talked but now I see shes really cute and funny, and if I tell her a problem she completely gets into it, like shes me. If I'm pissed at someone she says "I really can't believe that!" And makes me feel incredibly important.

Wow I want to talk about so many people, but it will just end up being an 8 page long blog. I can't forget Daniel, because he's always been there. I should mention Emma because she loves me and cares about me. There are a ton of people, and I;m not a negative nelly!

Well I'm watching camp rock guys, YE! peace!