Hateful thoughts anyone?

I'm not quite in the writing mood as of right now. I can understand Alyssa's blog and how sometimes thoughts are just infesting every corner of your brain, and you know if you try to explain it the words will come out confusing and will probably be misread.

Like right now. My day was so long, I hate day B's, and I went to Carolines after school and she semi screwed me over with my Halloween costume. As of my situations with Chris I feel like responding with "What situations?" This is overplayed. I hate myself for dragging it out. I hate how much I look up to him still after everything, I hate how I'm just another person in his life. And this HAS to end. I have a science final tomorrow, I have barely studied. I have to sleep. I fail. FUCK! School is taking over my fucking life!