Love for the world...Undoing the Rant

*Guilty Face* I have been told a few times to be careful when I write blogs...I have been told numerous times actually. *Shifty Face* Sorry.

Let me say this: I actually had an okay day despite my earlier rant!

Course a few not so great things happened to me.
1) Slammed my finger in my locker early right when I got to school
2) Lost my braces elastics very early in the day so my teeth hurt the whole day
3) Language Arts was ridiculous. Miss Clarke likes to go on tangents.
4) Drama class everyone was being bossy and yelling at each other.
5) My metal water bottle fell of the top shelf of my locker and landed on my head, while full of water and caused more than a few people walking by to laugh at me.
6) Failed a math test. AGAIN. And then right after I handed the sheet in, I understood the questions.
7) Had stupid arguments with Christopher on the bus.
8) Missed like four busses. Was really late getting home.
9) got glared at by all the people on the bus because I was on the phone
10) Had to walk very far in the cold because there was a traffic jam so I got off the bus early.
11) Shower ran out of hot water.
12) Got yelled at by father.

I guess by choice I'm going to list good things. Because I am not completely negative.
1) Put new songs on my ipod so I had a nice little list to choose from this morning.
2) Bought breakfast at school and it was very yummy.
3) "I'm about to smack you in 5 seconds, Kristen's about to smack you in 10, and were about to walk away in fifteen"
4) I actually understood the material in math after a bit of explanation
5) Got to bus with Rebecca!
6) Saw Chris on the bus!
7) Bus wuz warm
8) Had taco's for dinner!
9) Daddy bought Hershey Kisses!

Well thats the best I can think of right now. I'll tell you that my days are pretty good lately. Usually they are better than it was today. I am very distracted by all the people I'm meeting, very distracted by my classes and teachers. Language Arts was stupid. The one good thing about La is that Caroline sits on the other side of the room facing me, so we make faces the entire time and text each other things like "Wow, do you think Ms. Clarke will ever get to the point?"

Spanish went by really fast, which was always good. I had a bad lunch hour because I really didn't have any food. I can't really remember my lunch hour, I remember eating with Lisa and Rebecca and then galloping off to Elly. I remember that because I nearly crushed Elly because she ran in front of me when we were walking back to Shep and the sun was in my eyes and I tripped over her.

Drama class was really bad. It made me sad because usually drama class sets my mood for the rest of the afternoon and Drama is usually very enjoyable for me. The thing is my group is doing a peice on Family Abuse. Like the abusive father, the timid cheating on her husband wife, a daughter who gets beat by her boyfriend and a son who doesn't want to join the army. Sounds like a soap opera right? It kind of is. I don't have alot of input, I tried for awhile but they didn't like my ideas and they don't necessarily think its a soap opera either. (I do)

Paulina and Elly were just being silly. That's what I'll say. Paulina was yelling at me to think of us as a team because "GODDAMIT KRISTEN WERE A TEAM!" And Elly wanted to redo the entire thing because another group had a similar storyline. Brenna just sat there telling them to "Please shutup before I backhand you" She said "I am five seconds away from slapping you. Kristen is ten seconds away, and were both fifteen seconds away from walking away" And when she said that I was laughing so hard I had tears streaming down my face and Brenna did too and Paulina and Elly just sat there staring at us.

So that was interesting. Then when I went to my locker before math class my stupid waterbottle fell on my head which really fucking hurt!

Bus ride home was gooodaaa. I was being an asshole to Chris. I don't know why. I guess I felt like it and Miranda was also on the bus which always makes for an audience. I just told him he owed me like 75 dollars. Then I was just being a bigger asshole. I won't do that tomorrow.

My bus driver almost hit a pedestrian on the way home. This is the same bus driver that narrates his life. "Through the perils of Edmonton City!...." And you just stand there kind of awkwardly listening to his little narration. Also sucks because the 4 usually has three hundred people on it which I don't enjoy. I was talking on the phone with Chris the entire time. Also kind of weird because people glare at you when your on the phone on the bus. I did kinda look like a hoe. My earphone in one ear, my ipod in one hand and my phone in the other. I looked like a little teen girl hoebag. Adults don't like people like me with my little obnoxious nose ring.

Then I got home and had a 15 minute shower which is pretty short for me but the hot water tank ran out and I ended up washing my hair in the sink with cold water with my dad yelling "You wonder why I beat the shit out of you sometimes!"

Then I sat in the bathroom in my underwear and cried because I handle tension and stress like a little bitch. Ask Chris. I used to cry all the time. I still do. Kinda should work on that. Then dad and I went for a drive which I enjoyed. Now I'm here. Typing my little hearts desire trying to turn around my angry rant.

YupYup!

XoKristen.