More Sunny Thoughts!

I never realized until just now as I was straightening my hair in the washroom as an old song came up on itunes from shuffle just how much I miss the fucking summertime. It sounds like I'm referring to Chris again, but no no no. I can't go into that topic anyways, I promised I wouldn't write blogs that went too far into my life anymore. The song is called At the Beginning. Keltyn and I worked on the grad video, and that was the song.

I miss it so much it's insane. I actually started crying as I was straightening my hair. I miss the smells of the summertime, the walks in the evening when it would get dark at 10:30. I miss my crew and all the friends I had. I still have those friends but they were all linked together by relationships. Like Caroline and Tim. And now that everyone is broken up I can pretty much say goodbye to ever hanging out with those same people ever again.

I'm really sad about it. Snow hasn't even really fallen and stayed. It's November. I have so long too go until its beautiful outside again. I have so long until the summer and I want those same people back and a summer romance but I doubt it will happen.

Aw. I'm sad.

XoKristen