So this has been the Saturday from boredom

So It's funny to be writing anything right now. Only because my day was so ridiculous. It's like...what day? Lol. I woke up, my father made me scrambled eggs. Then A few hours later he made me stew, then we got in a little bit of an argument, and I went upstairs and studied for my science mid-term exam that is taking place on Wednesday, and then I played sims and listened to my ihome. Then a few hours later, father made me dinner and went out for dinner with his girly friend, Laura.

Now I'm just sitting here. I'm very content as I haven't been contemplating anything at all these last couple of days. I'm just like this blank peice of paper. I don't know if its because I'm actually blank, or if I just want to believe that I am. I don't even know. I'm quite content right now because I have two weeks off of school, again! Although I have three exams over these next two weeks. Two this week, Science and Spanish. And then Math next week.

It's like 11 right now. Timothy, Daniel and Seth are actually bussing over to my dads house from my moms where Tim lives, to come and see me. I know it makes my dad a little suspicious as to why these guys are all coming over, but I assured him that they do this. They're like my big brothers. I love them to death, and if I ever have a problem I know they'll have my back. But at the same time they are really lost. That's how I feel. Like they have really lost themselves and who they are, and I think it's hard for them. But I'm glad I have them. It makes it a bit hard that they are so close with Chris, because although I can't blame them, they are somewhat of the reason that Chris is the way he is now. (He called his parents Dirty fuckers to me in a text message today!) Daniel is great because He's always understood me. Tim never really has, but I appreciate his concern I guess.

He once told me it was pathetic that I was crying over him. Pathetic I was avoiding him. Just overall pathetic. That's kind of the only reason it's hard to see the guys now because during the summertime when we were all a crew, we were kind of like this thing. I don't really know how to explain it but it's like a walk down memory lane. A lane that really fucking hurts.

Anyhow, they are coming over. I think they are a tad ridiculous. I swear they won't get here till midnight and then they won't be able to catch the bus home because they'll stop running, and then they'll just be screwd and I'll have to help rather than sleep. Just a mess!

Tomorrow is our last sunday Cheer practice before our first competition. We supposedly get our practice uniforms, and will make our routine really tight. I sure hope so. I know Rebecca and Lisa aren't showing up until 4, and even still I highly doubt they will make 4. Most likely Lisa won't let our coach Corey know, and he'll be angry. Not looking forward to it. I also know he'll work us hard to, to get us to a competing know-what-we're-doing level.

If we do get our uniforms, it will be a great day. Monday I have to work from 5-10, and wake up rather early to recieve my Iphone that is supposed to be delivered before 10:30 that morning. It's causing me grief because If I miss it, I'll have to wait another couple or a few days for my phone to be delivered and I'm worried about what time they'll come. Watch me get up at like 7, and they won't come until like 11:30. Egh. Then work, then Tuesday I have an orthodontist appointment. Wednesday I have my science Mid term exam from 1:00PM-3:00PM, and then I have to work again 5-10. Thursday I just have cheer, thank god. Friday switch houses. I have a bit of stress on my mind. The whole studying bit doesn't really work well for me. I know how to study but it's whether or not I kill my procrastination and sit down to do it. Luckily I forced myself too today, but alot of the stuff I reviewed today, I already knew. That's always the first mistake. Studying things you already know...

ANYWAYS, I AM SO ANXIOUS FOR TIM AND THE GUYS TO GET HERE. There is nothing on television. I'm watching Britains next top model. Their accents get kind of irratating after awhile. Not going to lie.

So, my Chris update. I give up! I am throwing my hands up I surrender, so, keep walking all over me world, i don't give a fuck anymore! Heh.

xokristen