Memoirs of my easter weekend!

Unfortunately, Easter long weekend has come to an end. I'm a little anxious to get back to  school only to have the week finish faster. Luckily since we had Monday off, it's only a four day week that I have to endure.

For the most part, my weekend was pretty good. I went to glitter last night with Lisa, Caroline and Rebecca. It's a dance party that is run by the same group that runs shake. The club though is located on Whyte Avenue, this Avenue on the other side of the River that has tons of shops and bars on it. It was a neat place, not as cool to me as Empire, but just as good. When we first got there it looked pretty lame, and I  don't know any South Side kids and they don't know me so unlike Shake I was walking around knowing no one. As well, it was completely empty when Lisa and I arrived despite her urgency to get there early so that the tickets didn't get sold out. That was embarrassing for her. But it turned out to be incredibly fun just dancing with my girls and what not.

But the boys were irritating, all the ones I didn't know being gross and trying to dance with you. This one got my cellphone number, I gave it to him so he would let me run away to my friends and this one number has been calling me non stop since yesterday and I had a strong hunch it was him, and I was definitely right. He texted me, asking if he could call me, and I just deleted the message. I'm not about to make friends from random places with random people.

I saw the Hannah Montana movie today with my cousins, which was good to see them and good to get out of my dads miserable house. It's so gloomy here, and I get irritated quickly because he has this lineup of shows that he watches back to back and claims the loft for the entire evening and I'm stuck in the dark on the main floor.

I saw Chris and Daniel Saturday night, that was brief but good to see them. I am beginning to cope with my stray thoughts and I am completely fine with the relationship I have with those guys. I have thrown my arms up unconciously and I am done with fighting the emotions in my head when I don't need to. I am done with being crazy and obsessive and paranoid like Chris has labelled me before, just let the pieces fall where they may. I will fight for things that I want to fight for, and If they aren't worth it, they aren't. I have been crazy I really have. My thoughts are just out of control sometimes.

Anyways, back to the chopping block or so they say, tomorrow. I am going to experiment with bus routes hopefully. I don't want to end up at school at 8:30 anymore! As well, Since zaina works at a tanning place now I'm going with Stephanie to build my base. Lol, i'm actually very excited to get tanned.

But I'm feeling like a snack and some easter chocolates! Until the pen stops writing!

XoKristen