So if everything were still unchanging...

I highly reccomend that if you were in cheer, or any sort of pierceless sport to NOT get piercings. I have a large amount of stress right now in regards to my stomach ring that I can't take out because it hasn't even been inside me for longer than two months. My nose ring is a fear of mine since it grew in once already and caused me large amounts of stress as it is. I'd prefer to not have to go through that AGAIN. Fuck. I have three days... or two, to figure this out. And I get highly stressed over stupid things. I went to the mall tonight with my father and had a mini meltdown and for once it wasn't because I couldn't find a place to get me an easy removable nose ring, but because I tried my best to act like a mature adult when Dragon FX didn't have any and my father freaked at me for walking such a far distance instead of going through the mall and looking for another piercing place.

My parents fucking suck. And I am now highly regretting cheer because who cares if my piercing gets ripped from my face? It's my fault! The stupid judges shouldn't care. I guess the good thing is that there are a few girls on my team with piercings, like as many as I have and it might make them stressed as well. I'm talking to one of them on facebook about my issues. I was planning on hiding my belly button ring but I don't know now how I willl be able to hide that. If my coach finds out he will backhand me. But maybe....somehow...undershirt...UNDERSHIRT! TUCKED IN UNDERSHIRT!....Hmmmm rules are strict though....hmm....

I will have to do some digging. My life is a bucketful of glowing stress. I saw Christopher Robin on the bus today it is very relaxing to know we can have decent humanly conversations without stabbing each other. As fake as they may be. LOL well not fake, but just somewhat of meaningless words that don't reflect my feelings on my end at all. But I do what I can to ignore what my brain says, it has wrecked me before. I was deleting some old ffacebook messages and got nicely mad at myself about how difficult I was. How people, namely Chris tried and tried to get me happy and I just said words from my ass about how I was sad and heartbroken and we were still together. I was more physco then, then I could ever be now.

I am learning things, I seriously question people that marry their highschool sweethearts. They must be either perfectly perfect at realtionships, or somewhat insane and unable to end a relationship. I question them.

So that is about my life in a nutshell right now. It was sooo warm today and sunny and I had a really good day. Although I was kind of freaked out that it was 11 above when usually at the beginning of february its closer to, oh I dunno, -40! No joke, last year during grade 9 Shawn used to drive Gage and I to school in this massive oil rig because it was too cold to walk or bus.

Grade nine. Those were the days.

I AM SO STRESSED ABOUT MY MOTHER FUCKING PIERCINGS OH MAN.

XoKristen