Golden World

AH! The world is so beautiful in the fall. Not that I prefer it over summer. Even though I do only for a few short weeks. I just got back from taking my dog for a walk and it's like the world is covered in a transparent golden sheet. The leaves are starting to turn their colors, which I have to say I kind of dislike but whatever. The sun is warm but not sweltering like just a couple weeks ago. Everything smells nice, and everything reminds me of Halloween. I hate weekends though. Yeah that sounds really weird and not very understandable but I hate them because they are so short.

I'm having a crisis with my plans right now. They are this=I had plans with Daniel today around 2:00. So morgan slept over last night and went home around 2, because Daniel told me he couldn't hang out till 6:30. At the time Rebecca called me to ask if I wanted to go to this thing at Hawerlak park with her and Lisa, Caroline, Tim, Ryan and whoever else. And I said yeah but I wanted Daniel to come because I don't see him everyday since he goes to JP now. And she got really defensive saying she wanted a girls night and I also asked if Chris could come although I haven;t been able to get ahold of him at all. And she said "Well then it will all be couples" Which I didn't understand since Tim and Caroline are already coming. And that daniel is being a douche...so he shouldn't come, and that she can see my obvious priority. Yeah, it is a priority since I see Rebecca and Lisa and Caroline everyday, as much as I love em, I really want to see my guy friends too.

ANYWAYS, I felt bad inviting people along so I said "Well can we maybe hang out later, I really want to see these guys so maybe another time" and she went "UGH fine they can come, okay?" So now that Daniel is coming at 7:30 instead of 6:00 since his times changed AGAIN, my evening is becoming harder and harder to plan. I do want to go with Lisa and Rebecca and whatever, but I want to see Daniel who happens to be really hard to make plans with because the time he says usually ends up being at least 2 hours later than it originally was. And I still am determined that Chris will contact me because I miss him like crazy and I wanted to go to his volleyball games but he didn't 'reccomend' it because it was so early. So I don't know where he fits in these plans because I do want him to come and I want to see him. But hes unpredictable, and I'm sad.

That's my day. LOL @ Me.
I fail.